The people are becoming rather suspicious and scared of me, the
children beleive I am a madman, and the town is beginning to
beleive it too. I have fled to my cottage deep in the woods,
several miles or so out of the town, where I can conduct some
of my experiments in more privacy. This is the first entry in
this journal, the last one had been stolen by a pickpocket. But
I have no worries. A pickpocket would dare not take it to the
I have finally set up the place to living conditions, I should
be able to support myself with the preserved foods and what I
can find in the forest, untill I plant a garden.
I am in quite a desperate situation with the "materials"
I need. In the town it was easy to collect a dog or cat every
now and then, and graves could be robbed if necessary, but I
need something larger. I will go on a small expedition to see
if there might be any larger wildlife such as deer or bears.
I plan to return in several days.
There seems to be no sign of large beasts within miles of the
cabin, but I must find a source. The situation is becoming frustrating,
I cannot continue my reasearch without proper materials, I must
find a host quickly. Nothing else of importance.
I found a stray dog, It helped but is of little use, I need more,
maybe I am feeling the effects of isolation already.
Several people came by looking for the hound. Two men and their
other two dogs. They were obviusly bred for hunting, and were
quite scrutinous as they observed me and my cabin. I'm worried
they could smell the other mutt. The owners left with suspicion,
I still need a larger host.
After a check of the mail back in town. I must travel to my mother's,
she is I'll and father is in Europe, I must go tend to her needs.
I have returned, mother is now well, but I am starting to feel
a bit ravenous. I will attempt to use a child. I have no choice.
Success! I found a child! A small dosage of the concoction injected
into some muffins was quite simply the best idea I ever had.
I will keep him for a day or two.
I just released the child and I feel much better, the boy was
quite confused, I left him not far from town, in a tuffet of
tall grass, he gave no notice of the marks. I am much releived.
I have found a small girl, but I do not expect to get much out
of her, she is still small, but when from humans, it is so much
richer than from any other creature, besides that, I would much
enjoy a bath. I dont know if she will be enough.
I have made a mistake, I drew too much, after passing out she
did not wake up. They shall be loking for her right now, I know
not whether to flee or make an attempt to hide her. Or fake her
I took her out, about two miles away from the cottage and dropped
her in a large crevice, it rained last night so the lack of blood
on the scene will not be deemed as unusual.
I found another girl, but she was not so young, at least sixteen.
She provided plenty . I was at first sqeamish at the taste, but
I have no trouble anymore. Vomiting did sometimes occur afterwards,
but it is no longer a problem, I do not plan to let her live,
my appetite has grown. I find that the warm baths are quite rejuvinating
to the skin, I sleep better as well.
Oh, bother it all, I went ahead and consumed the body as well,
it was actually quite a gruesome chore, but I'm sure It was no
more difficult than dismembering a bear. It is cooking at the
Wonderful. Absolutely Wonderful.
Some men from the town came by, looking for the girl. I told
them that bears and wolves are not unusual this deep in the forest
(which was a lie) but for the mostpart they beleived me.
No sightings of people or animals, unusual.
Found a hunter and his dog. after a small lunch in my cabin I
found the dog was fine, but the man wasn't bearable. I need a
I am beginning to have strange dreams, rather disturbing ones
as well, death, butchery, fornication. I am having trouble sleeping,
despite my now excellent health.
I am beginning to get urges again, I must find somebody. I am
quite tired, the dreams continue, but I find now that I am beginning
to enjoy them. They are quite wonderful dreams.
I noticed that I am less interested in the reasearch and data
of my work than I'ts collection. I don't mind though, there are
more pressing matters at hand than reasearch. No one has come
near tha cabin for quite a long time. I beleive the people are
frightened, I must go find some. I would like to venture into
A woman, at least 25. Quite refreshing, in fact, spectacular.
Wonderful dreams, I feel like a king, I have never been so happy,
I beleive I have found a fountain of youth.
Men came to the cabin, and searched the place by force. they
found nothing, I buried the bones, they help the tomatoes grow
better, I think.
I have just been to the town, the people are quite nervious and
suspect witchcraft. Maybe I should lay in hiding. On my way home,
I noticed some poeple staring at me as I walked into the woods.
This place may become dangerous for me.
The townsfolk are preparing a bonfire of some type. Maybe there
has been a witch hunt.