Blue Skies and Torture
the most beautiful poem ever written with tears and blood
bled and cried from what remains of my feeble poet's heart

yourskincrawlinglikeitcrawledonthefirstdaybeforethelastdayoftheendofyourlastlif etheairstandstallerwithanaireofelectriceffervesencelikethatbeforeastormtwodegre esabovefreezingyouhaltastheabiencedemandsyourimmediatesilenceinthecalmyetunsett lingstateofaffairsunbeknowsttoyouatallpriortothisdaythedaythatyouwillforevereme mberinyourdreamsandinthelastmomentsofthelastdaybeforethelastdayofyourlastlife. ..... ..... Astheskyslowlysinksandintensifiesitspowerdownonyouandallwhomyouhaveeverknowasif itwerethewrathofGoditselfbeconingcallingdroningforsilenceasifthelastdropofanypo werandthelastdropofanythingsacredwasbeingsquezzedoutofthelastfabricofthelastdre amofthelastnightofthelastdaybeforethelastdayofyourlastlife.

youareforeversustainedinabeautifulcycleoflifeandeathandpainandblueskiesandtorur eandzealandfriendhsipandhatredtothepointitbringsyourinfiniteexistenceasamortali ntoaquestionofyourabilitytodealwiththeuncertaintyinthewaveofdreamsandemotionsco ntainedwitinyourcycledsoulinitscycledexistenzasyourmindbeginstowarpunderthewigh tofallyourpastmemoriesandreptitionsofeverysecondinyoulifeacceleratingastoabsorb everylastdreamoneverylastnightofeverylastdayofeverylastfewconsciousthoughtsandp reciousmomentstoyourselvestryingtorecollectalifetimeofexperienceandconsciousnes sandunconsciousnessintheverylastmomentoftheverylastdaybeforetheverylastdaybefor etheendofyourverylastlifeuntillitcrushesyoumindbymindbonebybonecellbycelluntill nothingremainsofyou.

And upon the realisation of your dreams you feel a great release.

inexchangeforyourendlesscycleofjoyandtorturegrantedtotheeistheopportunityofeter nalsalvationintherealmofdreamandskydrinkablelikethesweetestwineofvictoryandthet hickestbrewofloveitwillspreadinyourveinsandinvokeanunresistablewearisomnessanda syousleepifyouareluckyenoughtobeawakenedyoushallbesummonedtothefinalbattleforth heavens. Initallyouarelostlikeafishingboatinagreatblackseayouareblindwithnomemoryandonly seetheshadowsuponyourfacefeedingyoufeintreccolectionsofwhatusedtoberealsoyouare bornagainasanunfeelingundercreatureandaslavetoyourcrushingcycle.

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Thereshallbenomoreblueskiesonlytorture Asyouremaininyourtortureyourealisethatyouarenumbtoeverything Everything

seems like blue skies to me, God.